Am I really that ugly?

You are soo cute!! What I can tell you is that when I was your age, all that mattered to our age group was 'being cool' and if someone or some people found something to pick on someone about, they went at it with a vengeance, it was either 'victimize' or be a victim. Just ignore them, I know it is hard but once they see they won't get a rise out of you, they will calm down. Besides, once everyone starts to become adults, this stuff don't matter any more. I was in your shoes, I am not Asian, but I was the only white girl anyone ever seen with Asian eyes. And YES I was called a 'chink' way back then. So I ignored them. First they got angry. Then just stopped trying. When you get older you are gonna have so many boyfriends, you won't care what a few idiots said, and you can just look at them and laugh in revenge! (do you get good grades? then don't worry, one day those idiots will work for YOU) !